If not now then when?

Hi! You can call me Caro. I'm 21 years old, slightly overweight and trying to lose some of that extra baggage and tone up my body 'till summer. I'm also striving for better time management and 'cause of that I'm going to make plans & to-do lists and stick to them on a daily basis. So basically I'm aiming for total change of my lifestyle to become healthier, happier and conscientious person :)
(my native language is Polish - feel free to correct my mistakes :))

Current challenges:
BEFORE:
Turbo Jam: beginner calendar (I've done only 3 weeks)
Turbo Fire: prep schedule (I've done only 4 weeks)

NOW:
Turbo Jam: advanced calendar 02.01.12-29.01.12
Turbo Fire: class schedule 02.01.12-20.05.12

LATER:
Turbo Jam: Fat Burning Elite + Turbo Jam: Live
Turbo Fire & ChaLEAN Extreme hybrid

Daily calories intake:
500kcal

Target weight:
55kg/120lbs

37306) It’s so difficult being a male and having anorexia. I remember the chapter about EDs in health class two years ago. My teacher only ever talked about girls having EDs. I feel so alone. Alone with myself and my weight.  

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37268) I’m not really good at sport, I don’t have many friends, I don’t have a boyfriend, I’m not that smart at school, so what do I have? I’ve got nothing to show that I am an okay person. Except if I can get skinny enough, then I’ll have something everyone will be jealous of, and maybe I can’t become better than I am right now.  

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